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Dec. 5th, 2003 01:08 amTwo entries in a days time... must be slipping.
Well, we have a possible snow storm coming this way... guess we'll see how much actually comes. They say 6 - 12 inches. That'll be fun. I'd hoped to get more done outside before the snow but I'll live.
Anyway.... I've been spinning my wheels, so to speak, since Mark left and I'm getting tired of it. I'd thought that I'd found someone special in Mark but what I seem to have found was a world class user. Hell, I even think that he may have stolen from me; intentional or not. But I need to make positive steps for myself. I want a relationship set at least on somewhat even footing. I want someone in my life that can share in my dreams as I share in theirs. I want someone emotionally strong. I don't care about looks or any of that crap... I just want something to be real. Is that too much?
I've taken some steps and maybe they'll pan out. I updated my planet out profile and posted a pic. (though I think I need a better one there) and I've even started talking to some new people. I've caught up with Will again and he seems to be doing a bit better.
At work things are doing alright. I'm hoping to be promoted but if I'm not then I'm sure I can find a company that will hire me as such. I'd love to make 50K a year. I could have this family out of trouble in less than a year and out of debt in five. That'd be sweet.
This Christmas looks to be a fairly lean one around here. There are some serious debts that need to be handled. Taxes and certain bills need to be paid.... and soon.
Well, that's enough for this entry. Catch ya'll later!
Well, we have a possible snow storm coming this way... guess we'll see how much actually comes. They say 6 - 12 inches. That'll be fun. I'd hoped to get more done outside before the snow but I'll live.
Anyway.... I've been spinning my wheels, so to speak, since Mark left and I'm getting tired of it. I'd thought that I'd found someone special in Mark but what I seem to have found was a world class user. Hell, I even think that he may have stolen from me; intentional or not. But I need to make positive steps for myself. I want a relationship set at least on somewhat even footing. I want someone in my life that can share in my dreams as I share in theirs. I want someone emotionally strong. I don't care about looks or any of that crap... I just want something to be real. Is that too much?
I've taken some steps and maybe they'll pan out. I updated my planet out profile and posted a pic. (though I think I need a better one there) and I've even started talking to some new people. I've caught up with Will again and he seems to be doing a bit better.
At work things are doing alright. I'm hoping to be promoted but if I'm not then I'm sure I can find a company that will hire me as such. I'd love to make 50K a year. I could have this family out of trouble in less than a year and out of debt in five. That'd be sweet.
This Christmas looks to be a fairly lean one around here. There are some serious debts that need to be handled. Taxes and certain bills need to be paid.... and soon.
Well, that's enough for this entry. Catch ya'll later!
