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Oct. 3rd, 2005 03:58 amIt's been awhile. I'm still not sure what I feel like saying. Josh has decided that he will be moving to Potsdam. I wish he wouldn't go, but I can't force him to stay. Some folks have suggested that this is a good move for him. I have my considered reservations but am willing to lay aside my doubts.
What bothers me is that there are some people that feel that we are incapable of managing our lives, that we are 'idiots'. 'asses'and one could infer; worthless people. That bothers me. Not for the fact of it being a personal attack against me and the other housemates, but because of the manipulation that it represents.
I can't claim that I know what is best for Josh. I can't force him to be any one way or another. What these people seek is to make him indebted to them. Personally, I went through a phase like that when I was twelve, in supposedly mature adults I find it insupportable behaviour and ultimately damaging. Yet I have continued to encourage and support Joshs' friendship with these people.
It's not my place to choose his friends for him. I trust Josh. I'm a bit hesitant about the place that he is moving to as well. But if Josh is convinced that these people will give him something that we can't. Such as peace and a less urban environment... all the better. The people he is going to be staying with are at least known to me and while we've had our differences, I have tried not to be antagonistic. To be fair there was a question about the authorship of some artwork that caused hurt feelings on both sides but if Josh is satisfied then I'll let that lie as well.
We've completed the move out from our old apartment. It'll take us some time to settle in at the new one. I'm exhausted and I know that the others are too. Pat was a superstar in getting this done. Above and beyond anything I could have done myself. Josh and Chris were of inestimable help as well.
Soonest I have to finally work through the mountain of things that I inherited from my parents. I can't even envisage another move of this type. I think I'd die. I think the other housemates would shoot me. Can't say as I'd blame them really.
We've had a new phone number since the middle of August, this has followed us to the new apartment, for those keeping track you may reach any of us at (518) 831-9037. Our new address is 1238 Crane St., Schenectady, N.Y. 12303
I suspect that the last thing that I want to touch on is that some folks that I had though were friends to all of us have chosen to turn their backs on us and sought to drive a wedge between us. I'd just like to know why.
That's enough for one very late late night. I have work tomorrow (now today) and once I get home I know I'll have a full evening's work unloading the u-haul. I hope that everyone is well and that they are happy.
Goodnight. *hugs everyone*
What bothers me is that there are some people that feel that we are incapable of managing our lives, that we are 'idiots'. 'asses'and one could infer; worthless people. That bothers me. Not for the fact of it being a personal attack against me and the other housemates, but because of the manipulation that it represents.
I can't claim that I know what is best for Josh. I can't force him to be any one way or another. What these people seek is to make him indebted to them. Personally, I went through a phase like that when I was twelve, in supposedly mature adults I find it insupportable behaviour and ultimately damaging. Yet I have continued to encourage and support Joshs' friendship with these people.
It's not my place to choose his friends for him. I trust Josh. I'm a bit hesitant about the place that he is moving to as well. But if Josh is convinced that these people will give him something that we can't. Such as peace and a less urban environment... all the better. The people he is going to be staying with are at least known to me and while we've had our differences, I have tried not to be antagonistic. To be fair there was a question about the authorship of some artwork that caused hurt feelings on both sides but if Josh is satisfied then I'll let that lie as well.
We've completed the move out from our old apartment. It'll take us some time to settle in at the new one. I'm exhausted and I know that the others are too. Pat was a superstar in getting this done. Above and beyond anything I could have done myself. Josh and Chris were of inestimable help as well.
Soonest I have to finally work through the mountain of things that I inherited from my parents. I can't even envisage another move of this type. I think I'd die. I think the other housemates would shoot me. Can't say as I'd blame them really.
We've had a new phone number since the middle of August, this has followed us to the new apartment, for those keeping track you may reach any of us at (518) 831-9037. Our new address is 1238 Crane St., Schenectady, N.Y. 12303
I suspect that the last thing that I want to touch on is that some folks that I had though were friends to all of us have chosen to turn their backs on us and sought to drive a wedge between us. I'd just like to know why.
That's enough for one very late late night. I have work tomorrow (now today) and once I get home I know I'll have a full evening's work unloading the u-haul. I hope that everyone is well and that they are happy.
Goodnight. *hugs everyone*
