November sadness....

I started an update a while ago but the computer I was using has seen fit to eat it. -_- I was lamenting the need to go to town hall and get coppies of moms death certificate. I'm not looking forward to doing it and I've put it off the past three weeks. Many of the things that I need to do, if they have involved mom have been put aside. I feel incredibly sad when I try to do them and lose interest fairly quickly. I certainly want to thank Josh, Aaron and Shaun for helping to pick up the slack. *hugs*

I'm feeling very sad tonight. I suppose it's a combination of things that have been going on. Dads birthday is tomorrow. In some manner I do miss him. I just wish circumstances with him had been different. That he'd been more compassionate.

I'd had a good weekend with Frederick visiting and I was reluctant to say goodbye to him today when I brought him back to Bridgeport. I hope I get to see him again soon-ish. I really enjoy the odd tangents our conversations take off in. Todays topic was why do the young adults feel they have no hope and don't persue any goals. I blamed Quenn Victoria and Charles Dickens.

*hugs everyone*