Fridays update.

  I got a call this morning at 7:20 a.m. from mom's doctor. He basically told me to forget any hope of her recovering that it would be just a matter of time. Basically, she's drowning by degrees.

  I spoke with the lawyer this afternoon and he says that I need her to sign the bankruptcy petition. She can do it with my help even and need only make a simmple 'X'. But as far as the lawyer is concerned, she has to be involved. I pray that she survives until at least Monday afternoon. I know that sounds cold but we are all screwed if she dies before this bankruptcy continues.

  Mostly I find myself crying at odd moments. The weirdest things will trigger it. A memory, a comment.... different things. It's been hard to keep visiting her as hope fades. I could only stay for about thirty minutes today. Aaron walked in with me and just started crying.

  There's not much else I can say right now. Regardless, I'm going to have to go back to work by Tuesday. I'm afraid someone will set me off at work. Everyone here has been extremely supportive. Especially Josh. He's gone with me practically every time that I've gone to the hospital. Though I kow it scares him to be there.

  Well, keep us in your prayers and thoughts. I'm sure mom can feel it.

  *hugs everyone*