Wonders and whatnot

It's just past noon and I've had a bit of an extra snooze. I Love these 2 pm shifts because I gety to catch up on my napping quotient.

Yesterday was quite the eventful day really. At work the district manager asked me to come in for an interview to see if they'll offer me a management position. Obviously, this is of great importance to me since I could REALLY use that added income. Admittedly, it'd be more work but I've done it before and I know I'll be able to do it again.

ANyhow, that was the first good part of yesterday, the second good part was coming home for mom's birthday. She turned 79 and seemed to have a good time. She got the 'good' stuff all day. Breakfast was chocolate chip pancakes and lunch was a plate of shrimp for dipping in sauce. We had a coconut cream pie for her dessert and of course, there were the presents. She got a giftcard for books, a new large digit digital clock and a new emergency pendant. All in all she seemed pretty happy.

After that...well... I got to chat to Alex and Davey. *Cheers, jumps around, screams in joy* LOL ^_^ Yeah, so that always makes my day. Funny, It's only been a couple weeks at most. Less with Davey. But oh what happiness it is.

First for my friend Alex... dude.... ^_^ You are just soooo cool. I know things are hard for you right now. I really hope that we can get past your reticence in meeting me in person, or at least chatting on the phone. I really want us to be RL friends. Please, I'll do whatever you need me to to help you get past the fear.

David, well, what can I say? You know what I feel. Now I'm putting it out here for the world. ^_^ I got to talk to David on the phone last night when his net connection crashed for the umpteenth time. I know why they call his communication company Cox. It's because it sucks cox. LOL Hopefully his resetting the DSL modem will clear up the problem.

Wow... I talked to David on the phone! That was so totally the coolest thing ever! I'm still giddy from that. ^_^ And it's like twelve hours later. *giggles* Ok....how weird is this? I'm giggling!

Anyway, come June, it looks like it'll be a full house here. There'll be Alex, David and probably Jon moving in. Though Alex will be here for only a couple months since his mom has told him he needs to find somewhere to live for the summer. Sheesh, can you imagine a mom throwing her kid out for a couple months? That just seems so messed up to me.

Well, we'll give him a place that is safe and a group of folks that will Love him.

*Hugs Everyone*

How a phone call can change your day.

Yeah... real imaginative title here. ^_^ By now most of you are probably wondering what happened to Mark. Well, I've got to say, I haven't been quite this happy in a long time. So.... Thanks Everyone! But especially David and Alex.

I've certainly been burning my resources of late. Staying up 'til 3 am will do that to a body. I've been a bit tense too. I guess for all that I'm really very happy that I can't help wonder when the 'bubble' will burst. Recent events having not worked out so well for me. Relationship wise. I find that it's very hard to hold back and protect my feelings with David and even with Alex to an extent.

The worrisome little voice in the back of my mind keeps whispering that I'm just setting myself up to be hurt again. Whether it's in the short or the long term, who can say? I think for me the telling time will be 6 months after they move in. That's when most of my relationships have soured and I've become a bit superstitious of that.

I'm really hoping that everything works out. But, hey....it so seldom has for me. -_-
Aside from that I guess there hasn't been too much going on. Except for the odd dreams. They seem to be trying to tell me the same things. That I wear my heart on my sleeve and if I trust, then I've no one to blame when I'm crushed again. *sigh*

I'm not saying that I've given up hope. Just that it gets harder to maintain every single time I'm abandoned. Feh. Anyway...yeah. I hope no one freaks over this entry. I just needed to get this off my chest. Love you all and especially you Davey.

*Hugs Everyone*